inactivity resulting from a dislike of work
I battled their
indolence with discipline, their boorishness with philosophy, and the arrogance of their stations with the history of great men before them.
I taught a boy who, if not for the vengeful
recriminations of the tabloids, would today have been president of the United States.
a leader who seeks support by appealing to popular passions
He, of course, was the son of Senator Sedgewick Hyram Bell, the West Virginia
demagogue who kept horses at his residence in Washington, D.C., and had swung several southern states for Wendell Wilkie.
a member of the aristocracy
I first met him when I had been teaching history at St. Benedict’s for only five years, in the autumn after his father had been delivered to office on the shoulders of southern
patricians frightened by the unionization of steel and mine workers.
displaying or suggesting a lack of maturity
Of course it was common for a new boy to engage his comrades thusly, but Sedgewick Bell then began to add the dangerous element of natural leadership—which was based on the physical strength of his features—to his otherwise
showing a sense of shame
sheepishly before me.
a group of three people responsible for civil authority
The next week, I gave a quiz on the
triumvirate of Crassus, Pompey, and Caesar, and he passed for the first time yet, with a C plus.
political doctrine that supports the rights of common people
On the radio his voice was a tobacco drawl that had won him
populist appeal throughout West Virginia, although his policies alone would certainly not have done so.
motivation deriving from ethical or moral principles
I was at the time in my late twenties, and although I was armed with
scruples and an education, my hands trembled as I dialed his office.
St. Benedict’s lies in the
bucolic, equine expanse of rural Virginia, nearer in spirit to the Carolinas than to Maryland, although the drive to Washington requires little more than an hour.
resembling a snake in form
The bus followed the misty,
serpentine course of the Passamic, then entered the marshlands that are now the false-brick suburbs of Washington, and at last left me downtown in the capital, where I proceeded the rest of the way on foot.
showing effects of planning or manipulation
He put me in a leather seat, offered me a cigar, which I refused, and then with real or
contrived wonder—perhaps he did something like this with all of his visitors—he proceeded to show me an antique sidearm that had been sent to him that morning by a constituent and that had once belonged, he said, to the coachman of Robert E. Lee.
a powerful ruler, especially one who is unconstrained by law
"...when they see the effect of scientific progress through the census and the enviable network of Roman roads, how these advances led mankind away from the brutish rivalries of
potentates into the two centuries of Pax Romana, then they understand the importance of character and high ideals.”
being born or beginning
If I gave him the benefit of the doubt on his quizzes when he straddled two grades, if I began to call on him in class only for those questions I had reason to believe he could answer, then I was merely trying to encourage the
nascent curiosity of a boy who, to all appearances, was struggling gamely from beneath the formidable umbra of his father.
incapable of being defended or justified
When he looked up again, I felt that it was I who had put him in this
untenable position, I who had brought a tender bud too soon into the heat, and I wondered if he would ever forgive me; but then, without warning, he smiled slightly, folded his hands, and said, “Brutus and Cassius.”
eyesight abnormality in which distant objects appear blurred
I had come to this job straight from my degree at Carleton College at the age of twenty-one, having missed enlistment due to
myopia, and carrying with me the hope that I could give to my boys the more important vision that my classical studies had given to me.
treat with excessive indulgence
I knew that a teacher who
coddled them at that age would only hold them back, would keep them in the bosoms of their mothers so long that they would remain weak-minded through preparatory school and inevitably then through college.
resembling a maze in form or complexity
What he did next I have thought about many times over the years, the
labyrinthine wiliness of it, and I can only attribute the precociousness of his maneuvering to the bitter education he must have received at home.
characterized by exceptionally early development
What he did next I have thought about many times over the years, the labyrinthine wiliness of it, and I can only attribute the
precociousness of his maneuvering to the bitter education he must have received at home.
avoid or try to avoid fulfilling, answering, or performing
I had liked Charles Ellerby as soon as we had met because he was a moralist of no uncertain terms, and indeed when I confided in him about Sedgewick Bell’s behavior and Mr. Woodbridge’s response, he suggested that it was my duty to
circumvent our headmaster and speak directly to the boy’s father.
annoy continually or chronically
But perhaps the glory days of St. Benedict’s had already begun their wane, for even then, well before the large problems that
beset us, no action was taken against the boy.
the trait of being unmanageable or uncooperative
Although we told nobody else of his secret, the boy’s dim-witted
recalcitrance soon succeeded in alienating all but the other students.
the distinctive property of a complex sound
His favor among the other boys, of course, had its origin in the strength of his physical features, in the precocious evil of his manner, and in the bellowing
timbre of his voice, but unfortunately such crudities are all the more impressive to a group of boys living out of sight of their parents.
a clique that seeks power usually through intrigue
Whenever one of our ranks retired or left for another school, the different
factions fought tooth and nail to influence the appointment.
conspicuously and outrageously bad or reprehensible
Although the resultant split among the faculty was an
egregious one, Charles Ellerby secured the appointment, and together we were able to do what I had always dreamed of doing: We redoubled our commitment to classical education.
within a group or organization
For several years, I discovered, he had been conducting his own
internecine campaign for the position, and although I had always counted him as my ally and my friend, in the first meeting of the board he rose and spoke accusations against me.
the principles and methods of instruction
He said that I was too old, that I had failed to change with the times, that my method of
pedagogy might have been relevant forty years ago but it was not today.
innocent and free of deceit
As the boys in their school blazers passed around the platters of fish sticks and the bowls of sliced bread, my heart was pierced with their
a persistently annoying person
Ellerby, on the other hand, was simply a
gadfly to the passing morals of the time.
quickly aroused to anger
I had not even wanted it when the
irascible demagogue Bell had foisted it upon me, and I had only taken it out of some vague sentiment that a pistol might eventually prove decisive.
a state of motor and mental inactivity
Yet now here it stood before me in a moment of
a feeling of deep and bitter anger and ill-will
It was well written, which I noted with pleasure, and contained no trace of
rancor, which is what every teacher hopes to see in the maturation of his disagreeable students.
He gazed out over the lectern, extended his arm in my direction, and proceeded to give a nostalgic rendering of my years at the school to the audience of jacketed businessmen, parasoled ladies, students in St. Benedict's blazers, and children in church suits, who, like me, were squirming at the
meretriciousness of the man.
arousing powerful emotions, especially pity or sadness
poignant part of all, however, was how plainly the faces of the men still showed the eager expressiveness of the first-form boys of forty-one years ago.
fill or soak totally
His walk was firm and
imbued not with the seriousness of his post, it seemed to me, but with the ease of it, so that his stride among the tables was jocular.
marked by a ready flow of speech
liberality in bestowing gifts
Men and women lounged on the decks and beaches and patios, sunning like seals, gorging themselves on the
largesse of their host.
I knew it was my duty as a teacher to bring him clear of the moral
dereliction in which I myself had been his partner, yet at the same time I felt myself adrift in the tide of my own vacillation and failure.
indecision in speech or action
I knew it was my duty as a teacher to bring him clear of the moral dereliction in which I myself had been his partner, yet at the same time I felt myself adrift in the tide of my own
vacillation and failure.
a humble request for help from someone in authority
Then he quieted his voice again, dropped his head as though in
supplication, and announced that he was running for the United States Senate.
with care and persistence
As boy after boy stopped by my rooms to wish me well, I
assiduously avoided commenting on either Sedgewick Bell's performance or on his announcement for the Senate.
a person's manner or way of conducting himself or herself
From newspaper reports I gleaned that he was helped along by the power of his voice and
bearing, and I could easily imagine these men turning to him. I well knew the charisma of the boy.
extremely exciting as if by alcohol or a narcotic
The crowd opened as we passed, and the miners in their ignorance and jubilation were reaching to shake my hand. This was indeed a
the trait of being uncommunicative
Nonetheless, I only wish we could have talked more than we actually did. But I am afraid that there must always be a
reticence between a teacher and his student.
bring up a topic for discussion
I tried to bring myself to
broach the subject of Sedgewick Bell's history, but here again I was aware that a teacher does not discuss one boy with another.